Just a lil while more.
A moment ago,I was sad,miserable.Just want you here with me.I text you and surprisingly,you replied.You said something.Something good enough to make me happy fr the whole day.I was thankful and was smiling to myself but somehow,things had to go wrong.
It was 11,I was glad.Finally,I'm able to hear your voice.I waited.11.15..11.25..1130..11.55.
Nothing.Nothing.Where did you go?What promise did you make?Why give me that false hope?Making me believe in something which won't happen.Making me think of all those happy fantasies.What is this that you're doing to me?
You cheated my feelings time and time again.You cheated my feelings and here I go,crying cause I feel stupid and here I go,asking myself why did I even believe?H,I seriously hope you won't be like this after stupid O ends.Please.
God,I hope it won't be like this in the future.God,I hope it will be something happy.God,please let be.God,I thank you if that happens and I promise to love you more(:
D,why are you like that?Is something going on that I/We don't know?Don't let me find out.I'm 15.I can do things which you wont expect me to.Trust me.If I say it,I'll mean it.Don't dare me D.If I ever find out,I swear I will run after you with the golf stick or worse.