And at times like this,
I wonder Why
I kept on asking myself
It seems like I'm alone
It sucks
I hate the fact that
I have to be alone and
Depend only on myself
And now,it sucks that I have to write in poems.
Gosh


Ugh.Today was fcuking screwed.Wl.My mother ah.Worse than A kid.Screw her.Pfft.Today was fcukin screwed.Early morning,it was okay.It was after tuition.Cause she made me go for this wedding function.So,I was okay.At least I can get to see my cousins and all.Then,after tuition,she called me and tell me to like go to the hosp cause the cars dont have enough seats.So,okay.Tapped my card alr.Wanted to take the train then my phone rang.Ugh.Aunt called.Asked me whr I was so I told her and found out some things.Sigh Sigh.Momma ah.So troublesome can?Sigh.Ugh.Then,rushed to grandmama house and dressed up dressed my baby cous up then went out.Went out then fetched my another aunt then we went for the wedding.Hah.Dont know what was up with J and N but they both said the same thing like"You'll look gorgeous"?Like huh!?Whacked out or what?Heh.Ok.I think I better do my LJ now.ZZz.Stupid school.Pfft.

Sometimes,
I wonder what I'm doing with my own life
And I wonder What I want from it.