My name is Amalina and I have a story to tell
My life now has been screwed.Its either it happened that way because of my own actions or my mood.I don't know what is wrong with me.Its like I just have too much hatred and anger inside my body and when I flare,I don't care who gets affected.Its like I just want someone to know that hatred inside me.Noone unedrstands me.Its like I'm just stuck inside my own world.Noone actually is able to keep track with what is happening inside this head of mine.I know I'm weird and stuff but yeah.Thats cause I wanna be different from others.I dont like seeing somebody else who has something I have.I like to stand out.At times,I dont know what I want.At times,its like I have it but I don't feel like having it.You know that kind of thing?Its like.There is just nothing which can satisfy me.Its like.I just feel like sleeping and not doing anything.You know that kinda thing?Where all you wanna do is just to enjoy life or something.My friends in school,are they what I really wanna call friends of my own?My circle of friends?Even my own best friend in school dont share things with me but I have to share things with the whole wide world.Where is the fairness?She doesn't share things with me.Instead,she tells my buddy things.Fantabulous.Everybody share things with my buddy.How great.You know what?I shall just become some anti-sosial freak.I'll just stay away from the rest.I dont know whats going on inside my head.I dont know what I'm doing.Whats happening?I just feel like stopping everything.
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