Why Do i even Fcuking bother?
Its not like you do feel the same way?
Why do I even bother?!
Fcuk la.
Why do I seriously even bother!?
Damn
Why!?
Why!?
Why do I always go head over heels!?
Why Do I believe you?
First you say you do then you don't
I am not a toy
I try to make things better and everytime I try to do that,You just ignore it
I try to be the one for you but you just ignore it
I try to make things better but you don't see it
Everytime its me
Maybe I am stupid
To have believed you was a stupid thing
To have thought that you would say yes
was already stupid enough.
Just who am I to you anyway?
You're so out of my league.
I am never a good match for you
Everything only happens to me.
Don't say that I don't appreciate my life
Cause I do
But right now,
I Fcuking hate my life
Cos only all the bad things happen to me
And Fcuking hell,Only me
I hate having to pretend about
everything.I hate it!
Nobody knows whats going on now
Do they?
Do you know what you have caused!?
I pushed away a few people
thinking that I could be with you
What was I thinking?
How stupid can I be?
Fcuk.
Amalina Is A stupid Girl
Thinking of it..
I really am Stupid.
To think of it.
I don't mean anything to you
I don't have to get hurt
But I'm doing it to torture myself
I can't bring myself to do that.
I don't know why.
It's only a one sided love.
I really can't
I thought you actually do
cos you said you did
I pushed them away
What am I going to do now?
STOP IT!
STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
I HAD ENOUGH
Im sorry but I love you