Sigh.Now,Its all over.
Gah.What A fool I was.
I should have thought about the others before you.
What a fool.
I should have taken the ones before you.
I don't know you long enough.
You're not meant to be anyway.
I have to move on.
Forget about today.
Its just a dream.
Nothing else.
Forget about what happened
Forget about what you did.
Its not like you can't find others.
There are others who want you.
But do they really like you for who you are?
Like what it said:
"Easy to find,Hard to keep"
Maybe it is true.
Maybe that is the reason why it hardly last.
But is it my fault?
Did I ever wanted it that way in the first place?
Sigh.
Forget about all this.
Who is the Mr Right?
Has he been found yet?
Is he a mere friend?
Sigh.
Let it be.
I will find that someone
to watch the sea at night.
I will find that someone
who will talk to me all night.
I will be able to move on
from all this.
What a life.
I hate it.
Leave me alone.
Let me be.
I wanna play.
Let it rain.
I wanna play under the rain.
I raised false hopes.
All these while,
nobody ever managed
to accomplish what I wanted.
Who will be that person?
Fuck.
I am fucking sick of false hopes.
I want somebody who can make it real.
Who is that person!?
If I don't find you,
Why not you find me?!
I really wanna do what I have planned.
Someone,help me.