Now,I've Lost You.Totally.I was about to let you go when we broke up and were not contacting one another.Just about to and I found out something.I got mad.After that,we went to settle things.We remained as friends who love one another but can never be together as we don't see the both of us still togther in the future.And the actions I did last night has caused me to regret forever.Now,I'm feeling regretful.Suicide.I wanna let go of things.People want me to do something which I cant.People want me to be this and that.And when I be what I wanna be,people says its weird.Fcuk.know how frustrating it is?!I wanna end things.I wanna end my life here.I wanna go somewhere else.I dont wanna stay here.I hate the things around me.I want a new environment.I'm sick of my fcuking life here.I'm sick of what some people think of me.Im not some doll.Stop it.Fcuk it.Get lost.Im sorry okay?!I dont want it to end.Please forgive me.