Sunday, November 11, 2007
Gah.Now I have to write again.Oh well.Who cares.Im bored anyway.

All I had after we were through were sleepless nights.
I realised how much I missed you.
Anything just to be with you.
People told me that you were just a waste.
Knowing how much I love you,
I listened not one bit to them.
And now,unable to sleep,
All I was able to think was about
you and me.
My brain is filled with nothing but images if you.
Anything just to be with you and have you back.
But maybe we both are not destined to be with one another.
And now,I try my best to forget you.
Leaving you behind.
But my heart keeps on saying that I love you.
How am I supose to overcome this great barrier?
I may have other people
But my heart only has a place for one
And that is you.
I tried my best.
And it has only gone down to a waste.
I will try to do what you want me to.
And now,i try to look for that Heartthrob
Catching my heart,I will be able to forget you like how you want me to
Gah.I hope he manages to get th prev yrbook or something.Im dying man.Tsk.Hah.Ok.Sian le.Im gna get a blk phone instead.Tsk.Haiyooo.Sian la.My tummy so bloated.I wanna play with a dagger.Lets get one Mummy!I wanna take that dagger and slide it hard on my hand.Slowly,my skin will tear and blood starts to flow out slowly.OMGZ.How fun is that?i love torturing myself.And then,DIE!Hah.Coolioz yo.Fun yeah?Yeah.Fun Tortures are FUN.Get wad I meant?Hah.Sorry.Im a dickhead.Don't know what Shit Im talking ryt now.YeahYeah.Sigh.Its a shit ass game.Sigh.Im thinking my brain out.Hope it explodes!BOOM!Hah.Fun.I have been kinda a suicide kinda person.GAH!Fun yo!Hah.I have A suicide mindset and Im loving it!Uhhuh.Oh yeah!Shake It Yo.Sigh.What is it like to smoke?Or maybe I should be a good girl and like just buy those spray things and like just spray here and there and make some untalented art work worth nothing.Or maybe I should just go and play ball like how I used to.Nah.Wont work.Or the best!Sit on the window and move front and back!Hah!Cool man!haha.Sigh.I am such an Emokia ryt now.Gah.What to do?He caused a great Impact on me.Sigh.Whatever man.


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