GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!SSSSSTTTTTTRRRREEEESSSSSEEEEDDDD
AMALINA,IS FREAKING FRUSTRATED!
Gah.Yesterday,got into a fight.Sigh.in school.Let me say how it started.Cause,we don't like Jasmine.Then,we were like talking about her I guess.Then,suddenly,she cry and then,went to me and alfee there and just started saying all the bad stuffs.Tsk.Then,she cry then want to faint.BLABLa.Then,went for recess.Sigh.Then,fight again.Shout and scream like wad till teachers come out of classes.Sigh.Then,Mrs kwok came and then had to face the wall.ZzZ.Then,had to sit outside class and write reflection.Sigh.Then,after school,went back to class and like hear Mrs koh talk cock.Sigh.Then,She called for us and we like had to hear her nag AGAIN.Sigh.Then,went home after that.I am sorry for saying all those then so many times k?Tsk.You know once something bad happens,things just starts to get worse?Sigh.Me and Zj are not on a stabilised kinda thing?Sigh.But I'll try to save it!?Heh.Okok.Then,Last night,I had planned to like study at 9?but instead,i fell asleep till i don't know what time?Sigh.I messaged zj but did not expect him to reply?So,I just slept.Then,I woke up at like 11 plus and saw 2 messages.I thought it was from some other person but 2 of it was from him?So,I saw the messages and like tears just roll down my cheeks?Sigh.i cried till like 1 in the morning la.And my father thought I was crazy can!?Cos,I went to the kitchen and like took these pastry and like just ate them?In the middle of the night!?Sigh.Crazy right?i know.Zj always says Im crazy and weird and strange.Sigh.Then,I sent him like 7 messages and it was like.Telling him how I felt?And when he replied me at like.10.45 next day,I was like..Lost for words?Sigh.Im sorry I am just a bad girlfriend ks?Sigh.i failed.I failed everything.Sigh.Then,I fought with bridget just because of somthing.Lame la.i know.Sigh.Im stressed.Im going Crazy.I need to vent my anger.I can't afford to like ..Stand all these anymore.Im sorry But I just can't stand it.I want you to hear me but you can't.I want you to tell me you love me but you can't.Exams are a killer man.Sigh.hurry end.I want to talk to you all night.Sigh.I think hongki looks cute when he was younger with all those mushroom hair.haha.I played ball with alan just now.Super fun man.And sorry for the super long post.Its cause I hardly blog nowdays cos my com spoiled.Sorry.i love you.I just hope things wont turn out bad.
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