
Last night,I was sure I was not myself at all.I cried cos after we fought then we fought again and now it seems like it not going to end cos I can feel that he don't want to talk to me.And its
obvious he won't talk to me anymore cos I'm only distracting him and he has deadlines to meet and all I wanted was his attention and that was why I told him that but I just wanted your attention.And I used that to get your attention but you didn't think it in that way instead,you thought that I really got somebody else.I guess,you don't know how much I loved you.Even if there is somebody else who is trying to get me,I'll turn that person down.There is no chance where I would break-up with you just to be with somebody cause I love you too much that I can't let you go.I hurt you deeply and badly last night that the pain I'm giving myself is so much lesser and I am thinking of ways to hurt myself cos its unfair.I carved your name on my hand but somehow it didn't kill me.I'm thinking of ways to hurt myself or get myself killed.If I died,I'll be your guardian angel watching from above.Helping you and protecting you.I know you won't talk to me anymore cos I hurt you deeply.I'm sorry.I didn't want it to be this way either.But if you want me to leave you alone then I will cos Your happiness is what matters most to me.I'm sorry for this emo post but I feel I have to let it out.I want you to read this and I hope we both can like forget what happened yesterday and get on with like.I love you.