I guess he really don't wanna talk to me anymore.Looks like there won't be anymore chances for me.What the hell is wrong with me man.I don't wanna lose him but why am I doing things which will make me lose him?Its like..Fuck man.I seriously don't want to lose you cos I know that if I do,I lost the battle and I won't be able to function properly.My brain will go haywire.I won't be myself.My life will be missing something.I will feel like something is missing from that body of mine.I seriously hope you won't leave me.I'm really sorry.