Okok.Last Night,Z asked me to make some choices I think.Yeah.Z did.And then,I can't decide the answer cos I was given a few options but then hor,I cannot answer cos I want Z to be happy with that person.But then,I still want Z to be there for me.Haix.So fucked up ryt?Haix.And then,I like wanted to slit I guess but lazy.I slit many time also like nothing will happen lor.I want to see blood.I want to get injured.I love getting injured.On training days,I shall get injured but secretly.Haha.That way,I can like lead my life again in normal.Heh.Fat hope man.Haha.Lol.Okok.Then,I became some total girl and cried when I heard that Wait for you song by Elliot Yamin and then,the funniest part is when I was sleeping and then,the radio was playing that song in like 2am ++ in the morning,I just woke up and like listened to it and like cried.Hahah.Funny ryt?!Lmao.Hehe.And then,went to sleep again and then wake up for school and then,hear the song again.Haha.I am getting crazier.Heh.Went to school.Took the bus and then,guessed what?I was like some emo kid in the bus.Haha.Damn packed lah.Everytime try to save a seat for Dash,another auntie will take her place.And then,err..Tao faced guy was walking to the bus stop but then he did not board the bus and heng they did not see him walking there if not they would have teased me about it.Haiyo.Fuck?Heh.Tao-faced cute lah.And then,bagless guy board the bus.Haix.Now,they start to tease me again.Heng he use the the mp3.If not,can hear what we say lor.Haiyo.Walao eh.So like what the?Fuck lah.My mother is like crazy lor.Haiyo.And then,continue,started teasing me.Haix.And then,came the tennis players bus stop.Haha.The wilson guy person who I will see whenever I go to Kap but then hor,just now when go kap,saw him and I messaged amelia and then,what she say?FATED!My ass man.Haha.But they did not board the bus in the mornign cos it was bloody packed!Haha.Then,err.errr.The bus was not so packed because thse hwa chong people got off.Haiyo.They are like the one who takes a lot of space lahs.All of thse guai people.Heh.My ass man.Haha.Okok.And then,saw that sc bbal player again.I think she is like the most tomboyish one in the team.And then,yeah.Got off and walked under the rain like some emo kid.Then,school was ok lah.Lot of slack time man.Lots of free period.Then,yeah.Had some fight in school over some guy and yeah.My name is ellie ng jingwei.Haha.Okok.Not nice ryt?Or isit?I also don noe.haha.And then,err.Went to kap.Haix.Took 174 and then got this guy and cass wong was like"He is wearing a renoma "HAhah.Horny leh she.Haha.And then,went there and slack with J.Hehe.And then,she helped me look for some human and I help her look for some human and tooks some long time man.Haiyo.Now I realise how hard it is to look for some person.Heh.And then,went home.Saw that YI Da person.Haiya.He stay at bukit panjang there.Haha.Lol.but he is like so tao outside mac lor.Wtf.Haix.I feel like geting into some bgr.So long since I Kissed some guy.Then,yeah.went home and also slack.Z told me that he is not going to be that person stead I think and I don't know how I feel.I feel sad and happy.Sad cos I know that Z really wants to be with that person and I broke Z's happiness and happy cos Z would be able to be by my side but then,Z would not have that much time.Haix.So,not much of a diff anyway.Haiyo.Why Z's Sch the prefect thing so serious wan?Haiyo.Give them some slack la and then,I would be able to talk to Z.Haix.And I am so busted for not haivng to do my bloody Home econs.Anyway,I stil Love Z and and.Haix
Hearing those words come out from your mouth sometimes makes me feel hurt.If I was given another chance to be together with you,I would do that cos you are the one I love.

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