OMg.Today can't get any worse man.Haix.If Dagna did not want to see my messages and if Bridget did not want to see my messages,none of this would have happened.And,my phone would not get confiscated and I would not have abused myself and I would not have been worrying my ass off.Now I seriously don't know what to do.I'm really so fucked up now.I just feel like jumping off a building.I can't help it but to abuse myself earlier in class just now.I didn't give a damn whether I was making a scene or not.Getting my butt kicked by my parents was what I worried most.I don't know how now.And Z,is not talking to me now and Bridget keeps on complaing that I don't tell her who Z is but the problem is nobody knows who Z is so,I don't think you have a reason why I should tell ypu who Z is and then,people will say that I am unfair and stuffs.Damnit.Why am I like this?Why am I like so nice towards people that I get my fucking ass kicked in the end?Will somebody actually help me when I am in this fucking hot soup?No right?Will somebody come to my rescue when I need someone to help me over that clif that may just cause me to lose my life anytime soon?Right now,I am in some dead soup.If Miss Chang has some nice heart tomorrow,then,I am in luck.I will surely treasure her and remember her for being that nice teacher who takes notice of me.The teacher who cares about me and how I am coping in school.But if she doesn't then,I don't blame her cause,I did disobey the school rule and yeah,every school rule has consequences and yeah,she is a teacher and I can't do anything.Haix.Im just gonna hope that she will give me back the handphone.I really hope she does or I will start to abuse myself for am long time tomorrow.Tomorrow decides.