i played the guitar.
and watched a love movie.
the guy died.
i called you.
you didn't answer.
i called you again.
you pick up.
i asked you.
"do u wanna follow me go for an audition this saturday?"
"sorry.."
"i can't..my teacher invited my class over to his house"
"oh.."
my heart sank.
"i got to go."
*beep*
i cried.
i thought about it over and over.
why did i fall for you?.
are you really busy..
or..
are you just trying to avoid me?
or..
is it just my imaginations that are trying to make
me think that way?
those images can't stop playing in my head.
i can't stop it.
am i really in love with you?
i cried.
i saw a blade lying on the table.
i took it..
i cut myself.
blood started to flow out.
i rushed to the toilet.
washed it all out.
the blood won't stop.
i cried and left the blood flowing.
why?!
do you really love me?!
i just want you to be with me.
i want us to be like how we use to be.
i want you to care for me like how you used to do.
i want you to wipe my tears off when i cry.
i just want you to be here with me.
by my side.
with me all the time.
i just wish we both
could be stuck in some place
alone.
with nobody else
but.
that can never ever happen.
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