I HATE EM..I HATE EM...I REALLY HATE EM!!!IM SO DEPRESSED...IM REALLY DEPRESSED....IM NEVER HAPPI...NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL...I WANNA BE AWAY FROM HERE...I DON WANNA SEE MY PARENTS FACE..I DON WANNA SEE MY BROTHER'S FACE..I WANNA GO TO SOMEWHERE FAR..LIKE CANADA OR IPSWHICH OR SOMETHIN..JUS SOMEWHERE FAR...REAL FAR...I WISH IM LIKE 17 NOW...SO I CAN GO AWAY NOW..ISN IT BETTER.??...I DON NID TO SEE THEIR FACES ANIMORE...I JUS DON WANNA SEE HIS FACE..MY PARENTS ALWAYS BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHIN..WHY IS MY BRO GIVEN TOP PRIORITY??WHY DO THEY BLAME ME AND BEAT ME UP ALL THE TYME??WHY AM I ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE THEY LOOK AT WHEN THERE IS A PROBLEM??NOT FAIR!!I REALLI DON LIKE HIM..I HATE HIM...I WANNA GO TO A BOARDIN SCH NOW!!!!NOW!!!!!!I DON WAN TO STAY IN SINGAPORE!!!I WAN TO GO TO LONDON OR SOMEWHERE!!!!FAST!!!!I WAN TO TRANSFER!!!WADEVA!!!JUS SOMEWHERE I WON SEE MY FAMILY CAN AREADII!!!!HELP MII!!!!
MY BODY HAS MANY SCARS ON IT...I FEEL LIKE EVERYBODY IS KILLIN ME...I WANNA DIE NOW..I THOT OF DRINKIN A BOTTLE OF VERY HARD COUGH MIXTURE AND DEN DIE....BUT DEN...TTS MY GRANDPA'S..SO,NOT GONNA USE IT....DN NOE LA...I THOT ABOUT IT...I FEEL LIKE IM BETTER OFF DEAD...U GEDDIT?...I REALLI HATE MY LIFE AND MY BRO...I HATE EVERYTHIN THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENIN SINCE HE WAS BORN IN DIZ WERLD..I WAN HIM DEAD...EVERY SINCE HE WAS BORN,I FEEL LIKE I WAS PUSHED ASIDE...MY PARENTS STARTED GIVIN HIM MAJOR PRIORITY...THEY STARTED BEATIN ME UP WEN ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT..EVERYBODY SIDE HIM...IM HERE ALONE..I REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN I WAS 7 OR 8...MY FATHER BEAT ME UP TIL MY WHOLE BODY WAS BLEEDIN..I WAS ONLI 7/8 DEN...DEN,WEN I WAS 9..MY FATHER HIT MY HEAD ON THE WALL...I COULD HAVE CALLED THE POLICE COS THEY WERE ABUSIN ME..BUT I DIDN COS HE WAS MY FATHER...DEN,13..I GOT BEATEN UP EVERY DAE..JUS BCOS I PLAYED BALL TIL KINDA LATE..I GOT BEATEN UP LIKE EVERYDAE...IM SICK OF IT...DEN I MOVED TO MY GRANDS HSE..I TOOK CARE OF GRANDS..DEN MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY..DEN,MY BRO STAYED HERE..NOW,HE GETS ALL THE ATTENTION...AT HOME,HE AREADII GETS THAT....NOW,HE WANTS IT HERE TOO...WHY CANT I JUS GET THE ATTENTION FOR ONCE??ITS NOT FAIR...IT REALLI ISN...IM ALL ALONE...WID NOBODY TO HELP ME...IM...SICK OF HIM..I WANNA GO NOW!!!