haix....today just got really busted...seriously...i tink,my father gonna whack me realll hard mansxsxsx...bvery hard til i bleed like shit mansxsxs....i think they abandoned me though...dn noe la...my mum said somethin bout how u gonna live wen there is noboy to take care of you and all?...idk la...com'on man...its growin up...practivcally,which kid doesn wishes to go home late ???i mean,dont tel me u werent a teenager before rite???its obvious u guys wanted to go home late once sia...dn keep on sayin im like tt...everytin oso blame me..isit evem wrong for me to go to mount faber and see the nice scenery?...i mean,u dun even noe me....u nvr even bothered 2 discover my inner interest..i like arts and eu dn even noe...u jus assume me for everythin..i joined sports because,u told me 2...its not wad i realli want...i mean,yea...im good at sports and all but tt doesn mean i reali like it rite?...dn force me 2 do some things i dun want can?...i wan to decide some things for myself...let me be independent....u dun even noe me,u jus assume bout everythin and its ure fault im like diz!!!have u even heard my side of the story?...well,NO!!u nvr felt hw i feel...dn sae i tried to stae away frm the family..its actuall them whu jus pamper my brother and all....dont tel me you wont feel left out and all right?..so,of cos u wil tink tt they kinda don wan you..so,u go in ure room n tok 2 ure frens...den,u dun tok 2 em,they sae im like tt...they practically assume me anyhw...hw pissed wil u b u tel me?...everytin oso whack...u nvr tink rite?..u whack,the persen will behave like tt more...den,all the right fact i sae,u deny..everytin deny..practically,u wanna sae im wrong in everytin and stupid isit?im tryin my bez 2 succeed damn hard and u sae like tt...u never tot of my effort and all....do u noe how stress it is?huh?in sch den bbal trainin den aftr tt,tuition?not tirin isit?u tink im a robot isit??....u noe wad?!!if today,i get whack real hardi swear,i wil jump off that stupid fuckin hse...i swear...i die,oso nvm...at least,less beatin...less stress...less naggin...no need to see that stupid whore grandmahappie endin...