guess wad?......dardar im me on msn....she told me tt alan messaged her...he asked her how i was...she said i was ok...den,she asked him if he still likes me...den,he never reply..
wad does diz means?does it means tt he stiil likes me?i told alex diz...he said,its confirm he still likes me.. den,alez asked me if alan likes me,will i like alan back?i said no...but,i was not really sure when i said tt cos,i knew tt i had feelings 4 alan back den but im not sure about now...den,i told him..i used 2 like him very much but,if he wants 2 patch wid me,i tink tt won happen...we both are like strangers...

then,2dae i met alex....we both liked each other but,he needs time..so,we meet n sat at the plae ground...den,we started tickling one another due to boredom..i started poking him cos,i was seriously bored la..den,he tickled me n guess wad?he gave me a kiss on the cheeks!!!den,we started playin wid each other hands...n we eventually started holding hands..then,we went 2 another plae ground cos there was diz old man n small kid dere...the other plae grnd was bigger...

we walked under n all around...then,he hold my hands n gave me a big hug..he gave me a kiss on the cheeks,n lips...then,he said i owe him a kisses...so,i kissed him...den,we went home..cos,kinda late areadi..

u noe wad?i cant handle all diz...i cant handle the fact tt 4 guys like me!!!!hw cn it b till diz wae?wad is so nice bout me aniwae?dere are other gurls rite?damn..i regretted goin stead wid alan..tt kim guy jus told me tt he kinda like me..no wonder he always act like tt 2wards me...haiz...i tink i gonna die liao!!!!!!walao!!!!!help me!!!!!