i feel like n idiot or somethin very much worse..i jus lost somebody more important den anitin in the werld..i rather die jus 2 get tt persen bak..my onli wish is 2 get tt persen bak..why?why did tt hv 2 happen?i realli regretted doin tt..i told him 2 read my blog n i 4gt tt i wrote i wanted 2 gv up on him..now...im the one whu has lost everitin..why did diz happen?wad was i tinkin?m i n idiot or wad??!!im truly sorry..if onli we can turn bak time..my dreams was 2 b wid euu..but nw,tt is not goin 2 happen..not have i onli lost the persen vry important 2 me..i hv oso lost smbd i truly love..i jus wish u cld b mine...tt is wad i wished 4..but nw,tt is not goin 2 happen..after wad jus happened 2dae,i dn tink i cn eva learn 2 love again..after knowin how much hurt n thorn my heart is,i know wad is the consequences..i regretted...im sorry...vry sorry